first entry in months! wow...guess this would be my first entry of the year eh? haha. school's pretty enjoyable now...and i'm actually doing decent - which is sad because it's my senior year -.- but hey, i'm having a blast in my last year. highschool is almost over. kinda makes me sad though, seeing how i might not see some of the people i love for some time, but everything will be okay. friends are forever yes? so we'll find a way :] Hmm...taking pictures yesterday at lunch was awesome! Made me realize how much fun we have together - - even if we're just being stupid together. i love all you guys (although most of you probably don't even read your xangas anymore, haha) and i can't wait to see how our futures will turn out. I'm so scared about college admissions...i really want to go riverside, for more than one reason. I'm really scared about whether or not they'll accept me... :[ i really want to go there...*sigh* i can only pray for the best right? :| Swim - - the biggest part of my life the last two years - - is now something i'm not exactly looking forward to. Well, not only is the one person who motivates me gone from the team, we're not exactly starting off on a good foot. Season's started for oh, about a month or so now, and the team hasn't exactly gotten any practices. One or two real practices don't count. Defending champs huh? Ermm...i'm beginning to question how we're going to defend our title... but i guess i can't lose all hope. What fun would that be eh? Well, i guess i might as well enjoy my last season eh? :] (motivation!!! come to our meets sometime and cheer me on!!! (although you probably don't look at your xanga anymore either eh? well...come anyways!)). winter formal on the 23rd! dunno where it is...but i have a hunch thanks to people being big mouths :P heehee. all of you should gooo!! valentine's day is almost here - - it's going to be the first one i'll actually enjoy x] heehee
i love you sweetiee <3
and i miss you dearly :[ | 
